my gosh...i almost forgot that i have a blog :p
sorry my dear blog, i have abandoned you for months...im a bit busy with my stuff...study, paper, exams, travel, living life...

as for the record, this is my 8th months in tilburg since i arrived..wow...already that long i'm here...many things happened..sweet, sour, happy, sad...lost love, find one..

and now..nowadays im riding a rollercoaster !! yes, a rollercoaster of life...being attracted..flirting and get flirted....silly things...ahhhhh....i like it ! and it makes me loose appetite to study...lol..stupid.

you see...i met this one person, a guy (well of course a guy you idiot ! :p)..we've been dating for two times..he's belgian.
he lives in a city nearby my place... in the city of antwerp, for the exact. he just had a skii accident two months a go, and now he's getting better. why i like him ? i dunno...but i just find myself that i felt comfortable being with him...i dunno about him, but i do really like him..
hoaaaa....this is big....why its big ?
my first time of being so attracted with a guy after the break up..that's why..
the problem is..he just broke up with his 9-year of relation two years a go..i dunno whether he is ready for another relation or not...and this situation makes me sad..
well...i'm hoping on him..maybe i will have another relation, a serious one...i dunno why (again..expectation...)...
geezz...what's good in him that makes me expected this much?? for foreigner, he's not that handsome (not that bad either:)), but i see the sincerity in him..(though he told me that once he cheated his girlfriend at the beginning of their relationship...)
he said something that makes me a bit dissapointed...he said it's a bit hard for us to have a relation, bcos we had so many differences...but then again he said we could have a relation, if we try to push as hard as we can...but then, when it's not working, it will make us feel very tired...

next week we plan to date again..this time he will visit me (again :p)..hopefully we will have another wonderful date, and there will be another date after that, and after that, and after that....:)
and maybe a relation after that.....:D
boy oh boooyyy.....expected too much heiiiii.....hahaha

well, anyway...enough for the update...next time i will write something else again here !
bye for now dear blog...see you soon ;)


ps.
next week someone asking me to have a dinner with him (not the belgian guy, another guy asked me to)..i said yes, but i'm still not sure with this...we'll see..
oh, btw by this end of the month, my bosses will come and drop by to my place, while i will go to switzerland for study trip..hope it will be a joyous trip !!
will let you know soon also...:)
well,,,bye for now (again) !!